It was a Thursday night full of sadness and tears. I hurriedly went to the bed and let my tired head rest on my favorite pillow. I just let the words of my mother passed from my left ear to the other ear. I didn’t eat. My mom scolded me and gave me millions of moral words, but I ignored. I stood from the bed and dressed like a princess. Not a princess in physical features but like a princess not doing anything. I slept ahead of time while my mother was not yet finished with her millions of words, “Hey, where are you going? You’ll not eat? It’s already 7:00. Why are you late? Was there an activity in school? Hey!”. When she opened the door of the room, I was already asleep I think. About a few hours after, I opened my eyes and saw nothing but black. Then I remembered that I was alone in the room without any glimpse of light. Then I heard of a voice saying, “Hey, eat here! It’s already 10:00”, my father said. “Don’t let her eat! Let her sleep the whole night without any food in her stomach. I’ve called her many times but she didn’t eat. Let hear learn a lesson”, my mom shouted. Though I felt hungry, I didn’t go to the kitchen because I know that there would be another millions of moral words waiting for me. I just close my eyes again…
Then I dreamed that I was in a room together with a guy I used to know. I didn’t recognize him that easily. And in my dream, I also had another dream…
We were in a wonderland full of flowers and medium-sized fruit-bearing trees. Fragrance was all around the place. We were wearing all white. At that moment, I already saw his face and embraced him as if that I know who he really was. We walked together and stroll at the place. We were alone at that place until there were birds coming to us and were singing a song that was very familiar to me. Then we arrived at a point where there was a river. The sound of the flowing river was very fascinating. Until we reach into the falls. It was so long that you hardly could look the most top end of it. But when we go around the wonderland, I feel into the ground when I stepped on a stone. When I woke up, I went back to my first dream, remember? I was still with him. In my first dream, I was unconscious before I woke up. And… that guy saved me. And do you know who was that mysterious man I’m talking about? He’s Oishi! Do you still remember Oishi? When you read my entry entitled “Special Friendship”, he was the man on that story.
It is almost 2 years since we separated after the graduation. As I’ve heard, he is presently studying at CIT. I still remember him and the memories we had. But honestly, I don’t remember the feeling anymore, maybe because he is away from me and maybe the love I felt before for him was not developed. But I really appreciate the dream about the wonderland. And I am happy that even once in my life, I dreamed of him…
Then I dreamed that I was in a room together with a guy I used to know. I didn’t recognize him that easily. And in my dream, I also had another dream…
We were in a wonderland full of flowers and medium-sized fruit-bearing trees. Fragrance was all around the place. We were wearing all white. At that moment, I already saw his face and embraced him as if that I know who he really was. We walked together and stroll at the place. We were alone at that place until there were birds coming to us and were singing a song that was very familiar to me. Then we arrived at a point where there was a river. The sound of the flowing river was very fascinating. Until we reach into the falls. It was so long that you hardly could look the most top end of it. But when we go around the wonderland, I feel into the ground when I stepped on a stone. When I woke up, I went back to my first dream, remember? I was still with him. In my first dream, I was unconscious before I woke up. And… that guy saved me. And do you know who was that mysterious man I’m talking about? He’s Oishi! Do you still remember Oishi? When you read my entry entitled “Special Friendship”, he was the man on that story.
It is almost 2 years since we separated after the graduation. As I’ve heard, he is presently studying at CIT. I still remember him and the memories we had. But honestly, I don’t remember the feeling anymore, maybe because he is away from me and maybe the love I felt before for him was not developed. But I really appreciate the dream about the wonderland. And I am happy that even once in my life, I dreamed of him…
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