My diary, my best friend

Have you ever found a friend that you consider as the best? Have you found someone who is always there to hear your words without even judging you? Have you tried searching for him/her? Or, have you realize how hard it is to have that kind of friend?

I had so many, many friends. Even if I can’t remember some of them, I always remember their faces and the memories we had. It’s such a happy feeling together with them. But I have to be honest that I still want someone, someone who doesn’t belong to them and someone I dreamed for. That someone is a best friend.

I want a friend who is always there for me. (Don’t worry; I’m not that demanding). I want someone who could accept my imperfectness and mistakes. I want someone who is loyal to me without even minding the gossips around. I want someone who is ready to sacrifice all for me because I will do the same thing whenever I could find that someone. But it’s so hard to search for that someone. I just realize that that a best friend doesn’t have to pass my standards. A best friend is someone you are very comfortable to say your feelings and secrets. And, I found one already. It’s my diary!

I have a diary before when I was elementary. I didn’t treasure it so well and already forgot some things on it. Now, I started to write on my new diary. But this time, it’s different. Instead of having “Dear diary”, I changed it into “Dear Lord”. Why? It is because Lord God is my best friend. Aside from praying, I write the things I want to say to the Lord. I consider Lord God as my best friend because I feel comfortable to Him. And it’s so magical, that even if I’ll only think of the words I want to say, He could already hear those words. But if I continue thinking about them, I will just forget about those things. So I decided to write all of those on my diary. All the things I wrote there is for the Lord God. I know He can’t me by words and by voice but He can answer me through mysterious ways. He can answer through the people He used as instruments. But don’t you know that I still wish to have a best friend. Yes, I’m still wishing to have someone like the Lord God. But at this moment, I already feel contented on what I have.

You? Do you have a best friend? How do you feel about them? Are you sure they are real? Have you tried to test them? If I were you, let God and destiny test them! It’s the best way to be sure if they are really real friends. But no matter what happens, always treasure those friends. We can’t deny the fact that they are still part of our lives. They are still in our hearts right now. Whoever they are, you just hope that they also cherish you. Whatever the memories you had, always keep them in mind. We don’t know when and where they will come again to your life.

As of now, I’m proud to say that my best friend is my DIARY!