A Special Friendship

Have you ever had a special friend? What do you feel whenever you are together? Are you sure that you are just friends? Are you sure that he/she is just a FRIEND? Are you sure that you are just his/her FRIEND? Be SURE!!!

I had so many friends and I always had the same feelings with them. I am always together with them. We always share our secrets. But there was one friend of mine that I will never forget because of one special thing.

When I was kinder 2, I met Oishi (not his real name). He was my best friend. He was the only boy who was my friend. He was special to me because I feel very special to him. I remember before that every recess; he always shares his drink to me. He always obeys me when I want him to be quiet in class. He always follows me wherever I go. We play together after classes. He was like my brother at that time. That’s the first reason why he is special to me.

When we reach elementary, we were in the same school but we were not classmates. He is in another section. But still we were in contact. We had our own nicknames! Whenever we met at the end of the class, we eat together. He still remembers me. That’s the second reason why he is special to me.

We were not classmates until grade 5. But I was amazed when we became classmates in grade 6. I was really happy and he felt the same way too. And the most exciting is that we were seatmates!

But something has changed. We were still close to each other but he was not following me whatever I wanted him to do. I know I can demand on him because I am the president of the class before. But even if I am the president or not, he followed the other boys.

It took time for me to accept him again. But I realized that we were no more kids. We were already grown up friends. We already have our own crushes. We all have our personal problems.

He still told me secrets. He told me who is his crush. He told me everything. He told about his family. He told me about what he felt about his enemies. We became closer to each other.

Months gone by, I am no longer on his side. We no longer stick to each other. It’s as if that I am avoiding him. I don’t know why. There was a time when I saw him together with his crush. I don’t know why but I feel jealous. Oh my God?! What was that feeling?

I know it was been so hard for me to accept what I felt. I can’t control it, right? I know that you know what’s that feeling I felt, right? I know we can’t be because she liked another girl.

But I realized that maybe it’s just because I am so close to him. Maybe it’s just normal that I felt that way. I’ve already accepted the truth. But whatever I felt about him, I know that he is so special to me. And I know that I will always cherish this special friendship of ours.